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SILENCE HAS A LOT OF MOJO
Wild Horses and Brains Gone Bad
By Scott Thompson
"It
not only takes a long time of watching the animal before you can say
what it is doing; it takes a long time to learn how to watch. This
point is raised, deferentially but repeatedly, in encounters with
Eskimos." - Barry Lopez, Arctic Dreams
them
until circa 6,500 years ago. (See Spencer Wells, Pandora's Seed, 2010,
pp. 14, 73, and "Equestrianism" in Wikipedia). They observed each other
not only because they were afraid, but because they were fascinated as
well. Today we humans dominate whatever creatures we wish, often
altering their genetic structure to suit our whims and confining them
to environments to which they are poorly adapted. During almost all of
our history as a species, however, we have not experienced that kind of
control.
By
contrast, natural environments in which one species cannot dominate all
the others are usually characterized by reciprocal relationships that
function for the ultimate benefit of all: even predators and prey help
each other survive in niches to which they are each fully adapted.
There is a parallel in human relationships; those which are NOT based
on domination require a much greater investment of time, care, and
attention by all parties.
On
a cobalt blue morning back in July Gail and I piled into my buddy Amy
Marsh's 2001 Suzuki Vitara 4-wheel drive, named Green Tara. Amy drove
us west from Montrose, Colorado, over the Dallas Divide, west from the
Uncompahgre Plateau, into the sunblast-ed Colorado semi-desert; land of
saltbush and saline scrub. Green Tara rattled along the washboard road
across Disappointment Valley, into the Spring Creek Basin Wild Horse
Herd Management Area (HMA).
She parked along a low ridge that looked out on a broad auburn valley flanked on the
left
by the curving wall of a mesa coated with smooth grass. The cool blue
ridge of the San Juan Mountains swerved down the horizon, capped by a
line of tiny, cotton-ball clouds.
Silence
has a lot of mojo. Standing there, I felt the bone-deep fit of a
misaligned animal that has finally returned to its evolutionary niche.
There, the tension from the ceaseless, discordant hum of a society
alienated from wildness was gone: the faint whine of air conditioning,
the whir of appliances and small-scale machinery, the background
music, the chiming and buzzing of cell phones, the endless human
chatter, live or on television, the manic clicking of hard drives, the
distant hiss of tractor-trailer brakes, the circular swirling of toilet
water.
Intent on finding wild horses, Amy drove deeper into the HMA, toward the juniper uplands; near-
And are much healthier for all concerned.
One
thing my work as a counselor has taught me is that a focus that is
enjoyable for a person is much, much easier to sustain. And if that
focus also helps pull her out of a depression or an addiction, which it
often does, it has enormous survival value. It stands to reason,
doesn't it, that when a focus with evolutionary survival value has to
be sustained for extended periods of time, it is likely to have a
relaxing, even a fascinating, quality? I think so.
In
West Virginia, where I practice, I encounter that quality of focus
most readily in the plenitude of hunters. The culture of hunting
pervades here; that's because the woods are filled with deer and other
game; the landscape consists of wooded hills and low mountain ranges
that have never been put to
ing
the McKenna Peak Wilderness Study Area. I was content with the high
voltage solitude we'd already found, regardless of whether we
encountered any horses. Gail was simply enjoying Amy's company in her
usual open-hearted way.
Amy abruptly parked Green Tara on a precocious high spot and we fanned out, walking in the direction of the road.
Amy
and I have been friends for nearly twenty-five years. She is blessed
with a no-bullshit internal ethical compass and ready laughter. She
seems incapable of the dreary compromises in principle typical of the
so-called pragmatists who hold positions of influence almost
everywhere you go. That's probably because she's never shown any
interest in diving into our culture's supersized financial hog trough.
Several
years ago she left her work as a drug and alcohol counselor to enter a
master's program at Regis University in Denver. She's writing her
master's thesis on wild horse herd management in the American West.
It's a thorny subject, and just right for her: her passion for being
with the horses and seeing through the horseshit is total.
the
axe for farming. I can see hunters' bodies start to relax and their
faces soften as soon as I merely mention hunting. They readily admit
that as hunters their chief delight is simply being "out there," deep
in the woods, waiting for game.
Back
to the HMA. After standing together another long while, the mare and
the stallion turned to the right at precisely, and I mean precisely,
the same moment, in graceful synchrony, and vanished behind the ridge.
They had obviously agreed that they had studied us enough and needed to
get back to the herd along the creek below to stand guard.
What
blew me out is that I was certain they didn't glance at each other
before turning, nor did one of them turn even a millisecond before the
other. Later, Amy and I watched the videotape she had made of this
moment and could find no clues about how the mare and stallion knew to
turn at exactly the same moment. I was left wondering if horses in the
wild are telepathic or have other powers of communication outside the
ken of human experience. In this regard, note the following from the
late Sioux writer Vine Deloria, Jr.: "The Sioux ... came to know the
full scope of bird and animal powers. Eventually the people came to
realize that birds and animals had more knowledge than we do, and
thereafter sought animal aid in the chores and hazards of everyday
life." (See C.G. Jung and the Sioux Traditions, Spring Journal Books,
2009, p. 116).
Amy
said, "Last summer, I witnessed the Pryor Mountain herd on its home
range, high in Montana's Arrowhead Mountains, and was astonished at how
different they are from, say, my neighbor's horses. There was a
liveliness and interaction between the horses and their surroundings I
couldn't explain, but I knew was completely different from that of
domesticated horses in a private pasture. The wild ones are constantly
moving, constantly touching each other, always playing, fighting,
grooming. There was a dynamic within the herd that was missing from the
other horses I'd seen in my lifetime, all of which were domesticated.
That dynamic, I found out, is the difference between a wild horse and a
domesticated horse." (See "From Western Colorado," amyhm.wordpress.com; posted 16 Jan 2010).
We all agreed being out there was magical.
I
think we all spotted the white stallion at the same time. It stood just
behind the crest of a shallow ridge, studying us with exquisite care.
Amy walked back and handed Gail her binoculars. It turned out that the
stallion was protecting a herd of four mares, which we later saw
feeding on grass along a thin creek tucked behind the ridge.
Motionless,
the stallion fixed its attention on us for a long, long time.
Reflexively I studied it as well, and in so doing slipped into a light
hypnotic trance. Hardly moving myself, I utterly lost track of time.
Yet paradoxically, I knew a long time was passing.
I
had never realized that there is something about the way the human eye
evolved that allows it to focus on the stance and movements of wild
animals with uncanny precision, even at a great distance. When Gail
passed the binoculars to me, they added nothing to the exactness of my
perceptions. They only made the image of the stallion larger.
Shortly
it was joined by a chestnut mare. She was the alpha mare, co-protector
of the herd, as Amy pointed out us to us on the way back to Montrose.
The mare and the stallion assumed exactly the same posture and gaze;
side by side. I had the eerie feeling that one mind was studying us
instead of two.
***
Reflecting
on this afterward, I concluded that, throughout the 200,000 year
history of our species, until the domestication of animals began just
10,000 years ago, it must have been a daily practice for humans and
animals to spend hours upon end observing each other in vast detail.
This certainly includes horses, since humans didn't start riding
That
afternoon with the Spring Creek Basin herd allowed me to draw tentative
conclusions about some of their behavior: that they tend to observe
humans from low rises that give them a good vantage point while
allowing a fast retreat, and that they keep the body of the herd on
lower ground nearby, perhaps along a creek where the grass is thicker.
If
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